Brothers
In Arms - Every
helicopter pilot I knew flying in Vietnam in 1967 had the greatest respect
for the men engaged in mortal combat on the ground. From our perspective
in the air, we could see the day to day struggle it was to survive. We had
more than respect for the men we picked up and delivered.
Our men on the ground lived the horror in
the mud and gore, and we called them affectionately Grunts. We flew them
to battle and we flew them home. We took their food and mail out to them
in the jungle. And we took our Grunts to the hospital when they were
wounded. We loved these men and would do anything for them. We risked our
lives and the lives of the crew, every time we supported our Grunts in the
field.
One of the faces I will never be able to
forget belonged to a 17-year-old Grunt with bright red hair. I usually
flew the lead helicopter on combat assaults. My red headed friend was the
radio operator for Manchu 6, and he always flew on the lead helicopter, so
he would be first on the ground to direct the battle.
Before combat assaults, while we were
parked in the staging area, my red headed Grunt friend would always come
up and talk to me about going to flight school. He wanted to be a pilot
but he was too young to attend Warrant Officer Candidate School. He would
be old enough after his tour in Vietnam was over, and that was his dream.
We talked about helicopters, and we talked about the upcoming combat
assault. It was nice to kill some time with someone who treated me like a sky
god.
Things started to heat up in an area we
called the Parrots Beak. The Manchu troops had been hit hard by charley
and I was sent on a single ship mission to pick up the wounded Grunts and
get them to a hospital.
In the middle of the hot landing zone, with
bullets flying everywhere, were the medics taking care of the wounded.
Oblivious to the danger one of the medics stood tall and guided my
helicopter in for the pickup. I looked out the window and there was my
little red headed grunt smiling up at me. He had been hit in the leg but
could still walk, so he jumped in the chopper and I gave him a helmet to
put on so we could talk.
I ask him "how are you doing Red"
he replied "I have had worse injures shaving, I will be fine."
Tough talk for a man who is bleeding all over my helicopter and was almost
killed a few minutes before. I did not have time to talk, with wounded men
on the aircraft I pushed that old UH-1 D as hard as it would go. Sometimes
the difference between the men living and dying in the back of my
helicopter was measured in minutes. I would try and shave as many minutes
off the flight time to the 12th Evacuation Hospital as I could, and that
took total concentration.
Only a few weeks later, sitting in a
staging field, up walks my red headed radio operator friend. He told about
his recovery in Japan and how he had been sent back to his unit. Red
figured the Purple Heart ribbon he had been given would help him in his
quest to become a pilot. I admired his courage, and I admired his focus.
We inserted the Manchu troops into another hot Landing Zone. We were
taking fire going in and coming out, I felt sorry for the little red
headed radio operator, just back from the hospital in Japan.
Manchu was fighting an uphill battle with
the Viet Cong in the Michelin rubber plantation. Just as it was starting
to get dark Manchu was pinned down and needed gun ship support and a Medivac
helicopter. I went out with the cover of a light fire team to pick up the
wounded.
With the guns blazing on both of my escort
ships I dropped into the landing zone they had carved out of the trees.
While the grunts took the ammo I had brought in with me, off the
helicopter, the medics gently lifted the wounded men into the cargo hold.
There with his head almost between the two pilot's seats was my red headed
friend. He had been hit in the neck, and it was a mess, blood every where,
the medics were trying to stop the bleeding with bandages, but Red wanted
to talk to me. As soon as we were out of the killing zone I let my copilot
fly and I spent some time talking to Red. He was scared, the same
explosion that had wounded him had killed his friend right beside him. He
was not thinking of Flight School, only surviving Vietnam. I certainly
thought that his wounds would be his ticket back to the world. I would
miss his bright red hair and big smile when we were hauling the Manchu
troops.
Several weeks later a scared and haggard
Red shuffled over to my helicopter while I was waiting to insert backup
troops to a pinned down company close to the Cambodian border. Red looked
like walking death. His skin was pale and the scar on his neck stood out
red and ugly. I was shocked to see him, he looked like an old man. I ask
him why they did not send him home? He just shrugged his shoulders, he did
not know why. He did what he was told. Red had been sent back to Japan,
his wounds were not considered to be bad enough to be sent home, so when
he was "healed" they sent him back to the meat grinder.
I saw Red one more time. He was gut shot
bad. He was using his shirt to hold in his intestines. His belly had been
ripped open by a bullet. I pushed the helmet down over his head and turned
on the mike on hot so I could hear him talk. He smiled weakly at me and
said "third time is the charm, maybe I get to go home this
time."
I did not know the name of the Red Headed
Grunt, but I left strict orders with my medic friends to take special care
of my future pilot buddy. I flew the rest of the day thinking of Red, so,
when I landed I went directly to the hospital to find my shot up friend.
I looked in all the post-surgical wards,
then I checked all the surgeries, no Red, then I found the corpsman I had
entrusted my young friend to upon landing. He could not look me in the
eye. Manchu 6 had lost his red headed radio operator.
I never knew his name, but yet 30 years
later I still remember his face and his voice.
The third time was his
last.